just for now.

fine line.

2011-12-12T00:44:00.000-08:00

i guess there is a very fine line between love and hate.
these two words are strong individuals that defines two very different feelings.
but hey! have you ever heard of a love-hate relationship maybe? it could be with a friend? foe maybe? your boss? or parents? or even with your lover.

maybe this relationship may be overwhelming for most, but speaking for the rest, maybe this is just the way to go. or just a way to keep breathing.

if we all dwell in the pros and cons of this kind of relationship, brace yourselves because you're on a trip to beat around the bush. if you can tell me that this isnt the case, then you are probably not really in a love-hate relationship is it now?

the thing about it is for a love-hate relationship to last, or even just to exist, there should be a strong balance between the two words.

most would never hope or even wish for this kind of relationship. but i guess if you kill a cow, you would have to make a burger.

feel free to disagree. would love to hear your thoughts.
:)

"be a man!"

2011-10-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

"be a man!"
people say it all the time but what does that even mean?
is it about strength? is it about sacrifices? or is it about winning?
maybe it is simpler than that.

you have to know when not to man up.
sometimes it takes a real man to set his ego aside, admit defeat and simply start all over.
again.

past.

2011-03-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

why do i feel this way about your past?
because i know things were easier.

we all can pretend like it doesnt matter but deep down we all do compare.
we are only human anyway.
i know it may be wrong of me to feel this way but i'm only human too.

Till what extent?

2011-01-29T05:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we ask ourselves.
How much do we put up?
How much do we give in?
How much do we take or give?

thank you.

2010-12-21T12:12:00.000-08:00

in the beginning, God created the heaven and the earth. well, at least thats what they say. he created the birds of the air and the beast of the fields. and he looked at his creation and saw that it was good.
and then God created man. and it's downhill ever since.

we want to know the reason, the secret, the answer at the back of the book. because the thought of being all alone down here is just too much for us to bear.
but at the end of the day, the fact that we show up for each other inspite of our differences no matter what we believe in, is reason enough

to keep believing.

this post is dedicated to all of you that has been there for me.

through the ups and downs.

just want to thank you with my sincerest gratitude.

and wherever we are, just know that i am here for you too.

just do.

2010-12-21T12:06:00.000-08:00

you can't do one thing to make up for the other.

now thats bullshit because we do that all the time. that is the way the world works.

we try to make things right.

even me.

come what may.

2010-12-15T23:19:00.000-08:00

sometimes life doesnt go the way you plan it to. okay, maybe all the time. but like the wave, all we really have to do it suck it up and just ride it. ride it hard and a hint of grace if thats possible.

but thats what keeps life interesting. tell me if i'm wrong.

ouch

2010-12-10T22:26:00.001-08:00

it hurts. i'm not gonna lie. but then again i guess everyone will go through it one way or another. regret, i dont. would i change the way i handled things? probably. but this doesnt work one way.

it takes two to tango.

Knots

2010-12-05T19:28:00.001-08:00

What's worst than one knot, is two knots. I'm so sick and tired of this feeling. I really need time for myself. Recuperate.

Then again, how?

Because that douche bag has no access to the blog here,

2010-11-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

Sorry andy,
but I need a space to vent.

o0o you and your ego,
you douche bag.

Thanks andy =p

like a virgin.

2010-11-27T21:06:00.000-08:00

touched for the very first time.

haha. its really not what you think. but then again i never in a million years thought i would have the guts to do such a thing.

but it's done :) wasnt as painful really.

least painful place to pierce. so they say ;)

Because I'm awesome like that

2010-11-27T20:26:00.000-08:00

"Guilty conscience?"
"to think we all actually HAVE one"
~Peter

appreciated

2010-11-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

how does one go around knowing that he or she is appreciated? by all the credits given? or by recognition? one way or another, i guess doing the best we can is all that matters at the end of the day. because if we give our best, appreciated or not, we can sleep soundly knowing we gave it a shot and its the best.

for some people, even if you give your best, it doesnt mean that they see it as the best. so i guess if you want to feel appreciated, go adopt a puppy.

ignite.

2010-11-24T15:40:00.000-08:00

do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start again?

who in this world would ever want to feel like a plastic bag?

katy, you're ridiculous.

Dear Andy,

2010-11-21T12:42:00.001-08:00

Don't give up.

You're one talented person.
You're one strong person.

You've been through so much so long already.
This is not the time for you to give up.
Not just yet.

I know you'll pull through this time.
I know you will.
Because you're Andy Chong.

So prove those people wrong.
And do what you do best.

ALL THE BEST
=)

*huggles*

Love,
Lynn =)

Surprise.

2010-11-18T15:59:00.001-08:00

Life is definitely full of surprises. Things unimaginable and things unexpected happens. Sometimes good sometimes otherwise.

Lately things didn't happen they way I planned them to. And yes. Things do change. So do people, and so do hearts.

I guess all I am trying to say is, if you are down and you feel that you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but to go up. ;)

last mile.

2010-11-17T19:40:00.000-08:00

they say running the last mile can be a bitch. when you're already out of breath and the lactic acid is accumulating to all parts of your body. exhaustion but you know the finish line is just so close. so you keep moving forward.

like my course, the last mile is also a bitch. the closer we get to the end of the sem, the more work we have to finish and due dates are zooming in closer and they wont stop till you drop. i am at my last mile now. striving. you know the feeling when you want the semester to end so badly? thats what i am feeling right now but it isnt really a happy feeling because it's accompanied with so many things to finish. loose ends to tie.

if it doesn't kill you, it will only make you stronger.

excuses.

2010-11-15T21:49:00.000-08:00

you see, the thing about excuses is it's just a lie to get us out of a situation.

but most of the time, the person you are giving excuses to knows whats really going on.

so why do people even bother giving excuses? common courtesy?

i'd rather have the ugly truth than a beautiful lie.

Blogapp?

2010-11-15T03:21:00.001-08:00

Testing out this new app I found called blogbooster. According to them we can blog as we walk. As catchy as the tagline is, how does one actually walk and blog literally?! I mean not unless you plan to hit a pole. Or trip over a child?

On the side note, I feel quite depressed today considering I missed my preliminary submission for our presentation boards and even after pulling an allnighter! I mean, do you know what's it like being mocked by your own pillow constantly?!

It is just so not me. I miss my old anal self.

why.

2010-11-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

why do people do the things they do?

they clearly know the consequences.

its just a matter of time.

is it because it's their nature?

or maybe they just cant help themselves?

things change. so do people.

decide.

2010-11-12T19:38:00.000-08:00

history is largely told as a chronicle of great people doing great things. but for most of us, life is not made up with big moments, life is made up with small moments. and with every small choice, with every small decision, we are defining ourselves.

are we honest?

are we faithful?

are we proud of ourselves or are we disappointed by who we've become?

life rarely turns out the way that we plan. the unexpected happens and it surprises us with new and exciting possibilities. but sooner or later, reality hits you in the face. HARD.

but i hope when the unimaginable happens, i will be able to find strength and handle it with much grace.

empty.

2010-11-09T21:51:00.000-08:00

the feeling of nothingness, the nothingness to feel.

sometimes it's hard to not feel anything. but lately this is all i have been feeling. life, empty without a direction, without a companion, without a friend, without a job. yes you can say "stay in school and score for grades". but is life really just about that? just that?

i want to live! go crazy sometimes, laugh and cry for no reason. you know?

but also, lately i have been getting anxiety attacks. the rush of thoughts. the sudden mind mapping. the fear and the pain. all coming at once.

quite overwhelming i should say considering that i'm having my exam week.

but can i help it?

guess not.

infatuation.

2010-11-06T16:48:00.000-07:00

it's a cage. Not a cocoon.
Always have been, and always will be.
Adrenaline rush, feeling warm and fuzzy in different places, and constant being on the mind. Its all for that moment, and only that moment. Well readers, don't fall for it. Cause once you get in too deep there's no way out. Think of what you want. And if it's all worth it. Cause the aftermath is, when reality sets in, it's gonna bite you in the ass and it would sting like a bitch.

3 little girls

2010-11-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

Whom I love and miss very much.

=)

suppose.

2010-11-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

suppose you'll never know. some people says its better to not know than to know. why? cause in the dark of not knowing, not only you wont be hurt but there's also a little something called hope.

well, like they say, when the dam collapses, all you can do really is just swim.

what sucks?

2010-11-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

the time i take to get things done.

the hassle of running around to get things done.

the all nighters to get things done.

the money spent to get things done.

so much to do, so little time.

we're adults. when does this happen?

and how do we get it to stop?

come clean.

2010-11-02T14:57:00.000-07:00

if it were true, and it is why cant you just say it. rather than just riding with the wind and testing the waters at the same time. the ball has always been in your court. why are you just holding on to it? pull out your balls and decide. this carousel ride has been going on for way too long that nausea is felt everyday.

this is exhausting.

home

2010-10-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

from a distance where freedom is felt throughout. pulling myself back to where i first set foot.well you see the pulling is really hard and that takes time. well what doesnt take time? i just need time. tick-tock-tick-tock. sound of the clock ticking? to me sometimes its my own pulse. sometimes you just want everything to come to a freeze. just a moment where everything comes to a halt, a pause, a stop.

to breathe.

Happy Birthday

2010-05-24T11:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday dy!
=)

Have a good one!

Lynn

ages?

2010-04-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

sorry guys. had been caught up with work so much i forgot how to blog. anyway, like i said AS is no joke. everything and everyone is real serious about it. assignments as usual. but level of difficulty has shot up immensely.

on my mid sem break now. also known as "non contact week". limkokwing really knows how to make things fancy dont they? anyway, i dont see this as a break. more of a catching-up-with-assignments-week.

so far, things has been going okay. as planned. well, we'll just see how i finish this sem. bet 100 bucks that i wont do as good as last sem. :(

post jitters.

2010-02-09T09:53:00.000-08:00

hey guys. guess what?!

I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!!

i'm one of the 5 who got it!

the fight was all worth it. thanks to the people who kept me thinking positive. you know who you are. thanks for being there for me.

heaps of love,

andy.

but on the other hand,

that means i'm gonna be facing a whole new load of pressure. :(

next sem, year 1 AS.

sigh. lets just hope i can maintain even just fragments of my CGPA.

i really REALLY want this!!

as cliche as i can be, no pain, no gain.

so raise your pompoms cause i think i need a new cheer routine.

jitters.

2010-01-24T09:05:00.000-08:00

tomorrow at 10am will be judgement day. hopefully i wont make a fool out of myself and hopefully i will impress them as much as i can. make them go gaga. heh. well, time to get my portfolios ready.

wish me luck!! :)

*fingers crossed*

rusty.

2010-01-22T16:41:00.000-08:00

it has been such a long time i had so much fun clubbing. well, thanks to you guys who brought me out before i had to go. heaps of love! :)

heading down to kayell today. last minute thing. only going down for the scholarship interview. applying for more. "gimmie gimmie MORE!!"

the only thing bothering me is there's so many applicants but only 5 seats!! ... yeah. tell me about it.

but like i've said, i'm not going down without a fight!!

pray for me? :)

86 400.

2010-01-19T08:42:00.000-08:00

i'm back guys. just got my laptop "healed" not too long ago.

well, in those months of not blogging, yeah, was occupied with work, assignments and catching up on my sleep.

but not forgetting something we all sum up and use the term "drama".

definition of drama - misunderstandings, mistakes, childish brawls etc...

i always tell myself, "no more. enough."

but the thing is, it's not about avoiding it nor is it running away from it. well, hiding doesn't work either.

"drama" is bound to happen. anywhere, anytime and with anyone.

it's just life! something we have to deal with everyday.

who doesnt make mistakes? who doesn't misunderstand?

EVERYONE DOES! so therefore, it's inevitable!

i guess it's just how we handle things. cause trust me, if you let your emotions take over, i guess a grain of sand would eventually turn into a boulder. and then we all whine and complain about the drama we're facing to everyone possible. now isnt that making things more hectic and bigger?

like i said, we only have 86 400 seconds in a day to live. love. & laugh. so why waste any of it?!

Bang

2010-01-11T04:50:00.000-08:00

Saw an accident near KDU today.

tsk tsk tsk.

Penang drivers nowadays.

*shakes head*

P.S. this is a friendly message brought to you by Andy's lil friend. =)

Sexy?

2009-11-30T21:05:00.000-08:00

LOL

a farytale cut short.

2009-11-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

so many words that havent been said. so little time that memories could not be memories. it's like the wind, you cant see it, but you can sure feel it. is this right or wrong? i dont know. but yet, some people says "i don't know is NOT an answer." yet parts and pieces still lingers around. thoughts not only on my mind but under my skin. crawling all over till it gets to the point that you feel so numb. so numb that you dont know where you are or even what were you doing. yeah, WHAT WAS I DOING?!

just a blow up doll trying to get back something he has been giving his whole life.

lomography.

2009-11-08T21:16:00.000-08:00

even the name sounds fancy.

yeah, i'm a fanatic.

tried out: mini diana and pop9, fish eye 1.

trying out: action sampler, diana F+, and aqua lomo.

purchased: aqua lomo, diana F+ CMYK.

i want to be able to get images like the above.

but the thing is, malaysians are dumb. they don't know how to cross process the films.

so the images will turn out quite normal. which sucks by the way cause printing is so freaking expensive.

well, with the holga i am hoping the images will turn out more "lomo-ish" cause of the built in coloursplash. we'll see about that.

only one setback of the holga, it uses the 120 film. which is rm15 per roll and rm1.50 to print a piece of 4r! :(

there goes my money.

so long, farewell!!

2009-11-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

ugh.

so as you all know these few weeks are very hectic for me.

thanks to finals.

tests, presentations, essays, rendering, technical drawings, designs, model making.

ah, the usual. so these few days i have been catching up on my last minute rendering.

4 sheets of A3 size rendering.

2 ink rendering, 2 pencil rendering.

the ink's are bitches. well, i just had to use stippling. took me 4 days for the one in sunway.

pretty much sleep deprived. wait. what's sleep anyway?

meals are forgotten as well.

anyway, here are 4 of the renderings.

firstly sunway then cambodia.

pencil then ink.

totally last minute work.

if only i had more time.

Busy

2009-11-03T09:40:00.000-08:00

Andy's been pretty ~~lazy~~ busy lately (as usual)

so

Andy's blog is dead (as usual)

so

Andy's friend is here to ~~spam~~ update his blog (as usual)

=D

a trip.

2009-10-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

the sounds around you grows stronger but you cant feel anything but your beating heart deep down. it leaves you in a numb. lights around you dims down and everything around you fogs up like you're in a cloud. slow, you go. you keep thinking of the things you wanna say and have said and finally you realize focusing is a task. you just wanna lie down and let the wind take you high up..

what do you do?

5 minutes gone.

2009-10-21T21:06:00.000-07:00

why?, you ask.

i cant answer that. i gave in. noone to blame but myself. i do.

sometimes, it's alot. but then it's just my way of escaping. as if self debating is not enough.

sometimes it's hard. it is hard on me. but who do i turn to?

i don't like it, but when i'm 3 feet from the edge, there's nowhere else to go.

judge me however you like, love me or hate me, i aint bothered.

stick by me? that will be nice.

Squish

2009-10-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

Isn't this the cutest thing ever?
:)

Funny

2009-10-11T12:04:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you a joke aight peeps?
:)
Like they always say, laughter is the best medicine!
So here goes...

Jackie Chan and Steven Spielberg was at a party.
Suddenly Spielberg hit Jackie Chan's head out from nowhere.

Jackie : Why did you hit my head?!?!
Spielberg : It's because of you all that the World War 2 was so bad.
Jackie : No no! You got it wrong. It was the Japanese! Not the Chinese!!
Spielberg : WHATEVER! Chinese, Japanese, Vietnamese, Taiwanese, you're all the same!

Then it was Jackie's turn to hit Spielberg's head.

Spielberg : Why did you hit my head?!?!
Jackie : It was because of you that the Titanic ship sank!
Spielberg : No no! You got it wrong! It was an iceberg!
Jackie : WHATEVER! Iceberg, Carlsberg, Spielberg, you're all the same!

XD XD

Had your laughs yet?
Like they say...
A lil laugh goes a LOOOOOONGGGGG way.

:)

ENJOY!

OH YEAH,
I OWE EE LYNN A BIG FAT EXPENSIVE MEAL!

rawr

OH EM GEE

2009-10-11T12:00:00.000-07:00

SHE'S SO AWESOME!
MY "SIFU" IN PHOTOGRAPHY!
=)

ring the alarm.

2009-10-06T17:30:00.000-07:00

it's hard to see if your friends are true to you. if they are sincere. but some are and thank god for them. in your circle of friends, close your eyes, touch your heart and think hard, can you trust all of them? if yes, then thats swell, but if not, should they even be in your circle?

trust is easy to gain, but once lost, it would really bite. i dont get it. call me stupid, but i really love all my friends. sincerely. but the thing is. most of the time, i'm running at a lost. i do so much for them but then all i get is shit. what a wake up call.

this is me now. fuck it, i'm just going to sit back, relax and just follow the flow. if you have a problem with me, then i'm sorry. the old andy died.

~~fuck~~ thank you very much.

internal bleeding.

2009-10-06T03:24:00.000-07:00

it's ignited with a false pretense that lead you to nowhere but self embarrassment. so then what? run and hide behind your mom?

no! you face it.

but then again, what's normal nowadays?

malaysian air. cough

2009-10-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

hey guys. i'm back from cambodia. it was the shit. can't put into words. anyway i would say cambodia is definitely one of the places to visit before you die. it's all worth it. the pictures will explain. but then again, you see i can't promise when would they be up. teehee.

and thanks to lynn for ~~spamming~~ updating my blog when i was gone. yeah, we didnt have internet for 6 days. well, it was 15USD for a day i think. yeah. you get my drift.

so back home, back to assignments, back to stress. one thing tho. i missed all my friends. alot. and i'm officially broke. anyone up for donations? as they always say sharing is always caring. :)

iCambodia

2009-09-29T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hello.

This is a map of Cambodia.

I am somewhere in there now.

=)

(This is a friendly update brought to you by his friend who is nice enough to update his blog)
(or more like spamming it =p)

Boxers

2009-09-27T00:54:00.000-07:00

Fwenz Foeva kayz? ^^V

hop on!

2009-09-26T01:27:00.000-07:00

once you're in, you're in.

you're in the wagon thats moving. everyday every sec.

how to get out? thats the thing. i'm still looking for ways. but it's hard you see. and it sucks.

iNeed help!

hanging in there.

2009-09-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

you are my only one. you gave me guidance and advise every time tho i always thought was annoying and somewhat end up ignoring you. as time matures, so did I. and i realize all you want me is to be safe and always be the best.

and now, it's my turn. don't ever give up! think positive! say what you want and do what you can. don't let anything or anyone bring you down. lastly, wait for me to come back.

i love you gramps. always do always will.

be STRONG!! <3

until the fat lady sings.

2009-09-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

you don't have to tell me that things have changed. it's really obvious. but this sucks cause we'll all turn grey and we'll drift away. who knew that one tiny slip would complicate so many things ay? need to get my mind off you. need to get a new you.

i really need new flip flops :P

island in the sun.

2009-09-19T23:21:00.001-07:00

i came back with a mission. mission super impossible.

mission: cook up a design for my latest assignment: caravan, make a mock up, show it to my lecturer, and get the design approved.

hence the word IMPOSSIBLE?

i can't help it. i'm back, and i want to catch up with all my friends. i want to hit the gym, i want a tan. a haircut too maybe.

dear lord, how do i do all that in one week?!

i need more than 24 hours in a day. damn.

made the right choice.

2009-09-18T14:48:00.000-07:00

thanks for the night guys. really appreciated it. sad to say last night here. it always is like this. near uni breaks, you just cant wait to get back home (balik kampung), but then it's the last night that makes it a tad bit harder. and when you have friends like mine, ah, it's hard. even if i'm only gonna leave for a week. anyway, thanks for the night guys, eventho none of you are readers on my blog. haha. but yeah. and thanks to a little bird who helped me make my decision for tonight. you know who you are.

anyway, will have to get up early ~~tomorrow~~ today to pack.

this is the only thing i hate about traveling. the pack.

iHate forgetting stuff. can't be bothered to list everything down too. and i always ALWAYS end up overpacking. and i get shit from momma telling me to go easy on the load i bring home. anyway cant wait to see the rents, bro and my dog. and all you people. oh OH! and F.O.O.D! damn.

see you in penang!

heart vs. brain.

2009-09-17T23:11:00.001-07:00

the disease is not getting any better. worst actually. from the heart to the brain. when's my time? how long do i have left? have i done all that i've dreamt to? have i said all that i wanted to?

you see, reaching the end is the hardest. its when you touch the finish line that you get to exhale in this deep satisfaction and lift your hands high up in the direction of Him and wait for Him to lift you high up.

so... what now?

on the lighter note.

i'm coming back on the 19th which is tomorrow evening. only for 5 days. :(

then cambodia for a week, then back to uni.

i am not myself these days.

2009-09-17T12:18:00.000-07:00

do you hear the crickets?

they sound extra loud tonight.

is the moon turning blue once more?

can't really tell in this light.

i feel lost, confused and partly frustrated.

i need a compass. i need direction.

i would say mid-life crisis but then you will mock and laugh.

but if only you could feel what i'm going through now.

but then again, who wants to feel like they walked into hell ay?

=)

2009-09-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

I know you can.
=)

Lynn

amen.

2009-09-12T12:30:00.001-07:00

lets get real hey?

2009-09-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes when you're out of ideas, you're OUT! like the 3rd strike out on the field. it's funny how people can put so much of expectation on you. then you flop. like a belly flop in the pool in front of millions of viewers. whereas there are some who just flop silently cause they arent that great anyway.

what ever happened to just passing? grades are so over rated. don't you ever get tired? how OCD can one get?! where's that grandma who just pats you on the back for trying your best? talk about ancient.

and then we have "just give it your best". wow. like when we succeed we can ever say "nah, it wasn't anything. just winging it." dude!! we all have to admit we fucking tried our best every single time!! it's easier said than done. why dont you give it a shot?

i am hypocritical. like as if you have to tell me that. so what? like the moon's ever gonna stop reflecting the sun's light.

maybe i AM just not cut out for it. it's only sem 2! sure sure you could say this is only one assignment, but like it's fucking 40% for design. now what could you possibly say? try harder for the next? dude, i invented that line!

it's only foundation and you guys get to read posts like this. you sure you dont want to befriend me? i feel that's kinda a sane thing to do now hey?

a 3.0 CGPA might not be hard to maintain but you want that from a 3.88 level?! yes i know i wont do as good. it's proven. one time thing. one hit wonder. whatever you want to call it.

you call it stress? i call it my daily job. oh how i envy those that are just happy with whatever grades they get. well, rather than thinking of something here i am rambling bout my days. i think that's for now.

mom, i'm sorry i let you down.

=)

2009-09-11T11:18:00.000-07:00

To Andy,

=)
Keep fighting on!
I know you can do it.
And you will.

From Lynn.

iLife?

2009-09-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

i am so lost right now it's not even funny. sometimes these questions just pops out like how a worm does from an apple. where am i? what am i doing? what was i thinking?

questions raised but never an answer. we ponder and drown ourselves in our own thoughts like we're sliding over to the dark side.

till death do us part.

Why I have fish memory

2009-09-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

It's probably because I have fish brain.

iFishmemory.

blue mornings.

2009-09-05T13:12:00.000-07:00

OHEMGEE..

this is completely random.

cause i'm random and this is my blog which makes it a rondom blog and i can be however random i like cause iCan!

so anyway, i'm wide awake.

guess why?

...

cause i slept at 12 something.

now it's 4.14am and i can't go back to sleep.

so... iBlog. HAHA!

"what?!"

"you wanna hit me ah!?"

haha. (digi commercial)

don't mind me, i'm a dork. hehe.

anyway back to business,

iMiss BLUEBERRY MORNINGS!!

really badly.

have you tried them?

if you haven't, you have to stop whatever you're doing right now and go get a box!

i'm suddenly craving for some NOW!

yes now, at this hour, minute, second, moment!

go be a good friend/ lover/ mom/ dad/ whatever and go fetch me a bowl of this with COLD FRESH MILK please??

pretty please with little cherries and sprinkles on top *does the praying sign*

i remember eating them with cold milk, in my fav cereal bowl,

a hoodie and my boxers and watching movies on my laptop in the morning before uni started.

ahhh... i was a happy child.

thats all i wanted to say really.

now back to bed?

hoping that the music will help.

peace out, girl scout! :P

say what?

2009-09-05T00:26:00.001-07:00

won't be naming any names here.

MR. X says:

hii

btw, do you have a gf?

andy. says:

huh?

no, why you ask anyway?

MR. X says:

haha

u ar so close too many girls

u ar PLAYBOY now!

andy. says:

huh?

i dont quite get the situation now

did i do anything to cross your line?

MR. X says:

oww...

no lah

andy. says:

so.... what;s this about?

MR. X says:

i mean how odd u, u got many girls now..

andy. says:

i dont have many girls

what are you talkking about?

i dont even have a gf

MR. X says:

u did

andy. says:

i did?

MR. X says:

iya2 i know

andy. says:

dude. i just have many close friends who happen to be girls.

and thats a problem how?

MR. X says:

iya2 that's why

so u ar playboy now

andy. says:

and by that you're saying i'm a playboy?

do you even know the defination of a playboy?

cause if you dont, i suggest you google it cause it's not nice calling someone that when they are clearly not

MR. X says:

yes lah i know

i am just kidding lah

i have many gossip like that

ok2 forget it deh

wow. first off, this is what i get for having friends who are girls.

so watch out, playboy on the loose.

my assumption is he saw my facebook wall.

talk about stalking.

this is a laugh.

tell me pretty lies.

2009-09-04T11:06:00.000-07:00

i asked my friend a while back.

"hey, do i look stupid to you?"

:S "whats up?"

"hmmm. only cause people lie to my face and that i can tell. it's really obvious to me."

"so that makes you stupid? that makes THEM stupid. you're actually smarter cause you know that they're lying and they don't know that you do. "

what do you guys think?

HEARYEE HEARYEE!

2009-09-02T07:54:00.001-07:00

please do remember that i'm not the only author of this blog!

haha!

hence the post below this.

^^ V

My two favourite girls

2009-09-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

palms up, face down.

2009-09-01T02:03:00.005-07:00

they think so highly of you.

but only when you look down to see that those weren't really your own hands.

then what?

snap.

2009-09-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

we admit.

we're all too wrapped up in the siren song of our own lives.

we are busy.

but then that little inch of effort makes everything better.

well, it either makes it, or breaks it.

it's up to us really.

drips.

2009-08-31T10:27:00.001-07:00

its times like this when all you want is the taste of it.

how sharp it is.

how it will take you so high up, it leaves you unconscious.

sometimes you dont know what to expect anymore.

like nothing ever goes the way you want it to.

lets you dream. but then, what do you get out of it?

nothing but disappointment.

nothing can be too perfect.

2009-08-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

well, here's the final model.

third time's the charm!

2009-08-29T11:53:00.000-07:00

third mock up for the architectural cube!

this is why i don't get sleep.

2009-08-25T15:32:00.000-07:00

haha. as promised, here are my last semester's assignments for design.

was suppose to post my wire sculpture here too, but then ee lynn posted them up for me already. lol.

so first off, here's my pattern and texture model.

we had to come up with a motive and repeat it 24 times.

my motive was based on a transformation of an eye.

got some inspiration from the sydney opera house, Australia.

and i used a mirror method so that when they are together, they form a butterfly.

was quite happy with the grade considering i didn't get sleep the whole night and we rushed till the last minute for sketching and submission.

...

next, this was our final project of sem1. TRANSFORMATION.

we had a site visit, and it was in Penang :D

so yeah, we had to take pictures of buildings.

and after that we have to draw 4 buildings using only basic shapes on butter paper.

then transform all 4 of the buildings.

then choose 2 of the transformed and transform 2 more times for each.

after that choose 1 out of the 4 and do 3D sketching for all of them.

and this is the tricky part. we had to take the transformations as PLAN VIEW.

we had to do 10 3D drawings. after that, we have to design the model and a presentation board.

in short, a heck load of drawings and more sleepless nights.

very happy with the grades i got for this as it was most weighted out of all the assignments.

kinda happy with sem1 overall.

sem 2 is way harder.

that means i have to double up my effort if i want to maintain my cgpa and my scholarship.

sigh.

i guess "no sleep tonight by THE FADERS" will be playing in overdrive.

=.=

Simba

2009-08-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

Andy has a little cat,
Little cat,
Little cat,
Andy has a little cat,
Its fur looks like gold.

=)

Meet Simba.

Andy's "adopted" cat which doesn't stay with him.

Ugliest Peacock Alive

2009-08-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

*runs and hides before Andy kills me*

second change.

2009-08-22T01:33:00.000-07:00

here's my second mock up

sorry that some of the pictures were underexposed.

was rushing for reviews by the lecturers.

holy mom!

2009-08-16T15:10:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

i'm DONE with my mock up model and ready to kick ass tomorrow!! :D

wait, i mean today. hee!.

so we were given a task, 35 terminologies and we were to understand all and then choose 2 to use as a method and apply it to our cube assignment.

which is to explore a 10 by 10cm cube and come up with something interesting.

we were suppose to show form and space.

mind you, this is just a mock up.

meaning, a rough idea of the final model.

so close yet so far.

2009-08-15T16:35:00.001-07:00

well, it's the end of the first week back in uni sem2.

all i have to say is, welcome back assignments. :)

so far, all i have on my hands is only one assignment for design.

but then again, we have to do research on malls for english 2 and then also i have to read up on history and culture because i'm exempted from history and culture 1.

so i kinda have to grab a rough idea of it.

anywho, tomorrow as of monday, i have to finish a mock up and sketches for our assignment.

and i got to cover ( photograph) a fashion show in a few hours from now.

so guess what song my itunes is playing?

"NO SLEEP TONIGHT - THE FADERS"

Mr. Cool

2009-08-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

Mr. Cool Rules?

XD

Ju On

2009-08-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

AHH!!!

JU-ON WAS HERE!!!

XD

Tee Hee

Pig

2009-08-09T11:02:00.000-07:00

And that's what I do best.

:)

new start.

2009-08-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

first off, NO, I'M NOT ADDICTED TO SHISHA!! =.=

anyway, felt the need to update cause as of tomorrow (10th August) i'm starting my second sem!! :)

it's like a brand new load of stress!

can you feel it? well, i do. and you will soon cause i'd be complaining.

and it's not only the stress but then it's kinda hard for me cause i need to maintain the CGPA or do better. i want more scholarship!! haha. greedy? hey! i'm only chinese. :)

oh yeah! we're also heading to CAMBODIA on the 15th of August! :D

hope to get really good shots there. teehee!

anyway, will post overdue pictures of my assignments later.

peace!

Addict

2009-08-05T09:44:00.000-07:00

You're now reading the blog of a shisha addict.

drools.

2009-07-31T05:22:00.000-07:00

addicted to this song/video.

know why?

find out yourself.

see who's the girl they are featuring. ;) and the song's not bad too.

Snowy

2009-07-29T10:37:00.000-07:00

Meet Snowy. =)

and Fatty. =p

grr!

2009-07-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

first off, just ignore the post below this. =.=

anyway, here's a video from youtube,

one of my fav youtube musicians.

his rendition of chasing cars by snow petrol.

check him out (can't believe i just said that).

rate, comment, favorite, suscribe.

peace!

Hello

2009-07-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

*waves*

^^

"haha?"

2009-07-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

kinda promised to update right?

since it's sem break and all and i have all the time in the world?

but at the same time, it is sem break and it's time to catch up on all the sleep i never got for the whole semester! haha.

well, maybe next post you can see my work and the ****ing hard work i put into it. well, might not look like it, but you may try doing it yourself :D

anyway an update, i joint a photography competition yesterday and my photo won me a fight to medan and back FTW. i know it's only consolation prize (4th), but i mean they choose the weakest photo out of the other 2. oh well, will post it up on my photo blog for you guys to judge. it's my first time and to win at least something i guess that's ... not bad?

little miss fro fro

2009-07-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

on the 10th july, a little miss fro fro was born 19 years ago.

now she's all grown up and living in Australia all by herself.

surprisingly, she learnt how to cook! :O

last time, it was all restaurants.

now? self labour! hehe.

well, i'm here to say HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FRO FRO!!

i'm really proud of you!

wishing you all the best in your studies and whatever you do!

and hope you have an awesome day!! ^^

we're all waiting for you to get back!

then it's all party and stupid random stuff! hehe.

we miss you heaps!!

:'(

see ya online!

xoxo.

preview

2009-07-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

heya guys!!

i'm back in me hometown!

well, just a heads up, and sorry for not updating.

been really hectic.

will tell you guys more later.

heading to gurney now for a movie. i dont know what movie yet cause i've not been at the movies for so long. dont know what's showing actually.

anyway, catch you guys later!

Boobs

2009-06-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

Green boobs
White boobs
Orange boobs
Pink boobs
Purple boobs

Andy likes to eat colourful boobs.
=.=

Only people like Andy and his friends, would call and think of those innocent MOCHIs as boobs.

=.=

Archicture does screw with people's brains.
haha

Red Bull ees no gudz

2009-06-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

Since the 1990s, energy drinks have gone from being the latest craze and fad to a permanent fixture in our culture. Given the various seemingly exotic ingredients, here’s a general introduction to the various energy drink dangers and advantages. I won’t go into great biological detail since you could probably write a book about the energy drink craze. Instead I’ll provide you with some information that should let you be a more informed consumer when it comes to energy drinks.

What are Energy Drinks?
An energy drink is a beverage that contains some form of legal stimulant and/or vitamins which are meant to give consumers a short term boost in energy.

The “Magical” Ingredients
In general, these drinks have one thing in common: They all contain a lot of sugar and/or caffeine. These could be considered the “active ingredients.” So before you go bragging about how powerful a certain drink was and how its natural ingredients helped you wake up in the morning or dance all night, consider that you probably got more of a sugar rush than anything else.

Energy Drinks & Marketing
The “thing” about energy drinks is that they are marketed as being all-natural energy boosters loaded with exotic ingredients that popular culture believes to be healthy. Energy drinks are generally marketed towards younger crowds, especially those who go to raves. People are buying energy drinks in record numbers, even at an incredible $2-3 for a can smaller than an average soft drink can. Just FYI, the energy drink industry is worth over a billion dollars in sales annually. Note that Red Bull energy drink leads the way. While Red Bull may have lame TV commercials, energy drinks tend to have cool logo colors and fonts, modern can or bottle shapes, and a “high energy” feel surrounding them. It’s a marketing company’s dream come true!

The Dangers of Energy Drinks: Side Effects & Long-term Effects
I’m just scratching the surface with what I have written here so let me give you some food for thought. When you are considering consuming energy drinks:

Make a mental note that while the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) is allowing companies to sell and market their energy drink products, there is still very little research that has been done on them. I suspect the FDA allows them to be added simply because they do not pose any immediate danger to energy drink consumers.
The long-term effects of energy drink ingredients, if any, are still not known meaning that drinking a lot of these drinks on a consistent basis may or may not harm you in ways that have yet to be researched.
Energy drink labels are frequently misleading or at least they are so ambiguous that when you buy them you simply believe what you want to believe. Remember that in most cases, the claims being made have not been proven.
It remains unknown as to whether any medical conditions and related prescription medication will interact with energy drinks. If you try an energy drink and react poorly to it, consult a physician.

Body Chemistry
Energy drinks all try to stimulate something in your body that leads to your awakening and feeling as though you have more energy. One big mistake that most people make is that energy drinks will have the same effect on them, regardless of the choice of drink, and ignoring an individual’s unique body chemical make-up.

Think about it this way: We know that alcohol has a unique effect on everyone who consumes it (some people get drunk faster, have different allergic reactions to alcohol, etc), so there is no reason to believe that these drinks will have a different result among various consumers.

Sugar
Many raves don’t sell alcohol but in fact focus on water and energy drink sales. While gaining energy from sugar in and of itself is not such a bad thing, be warned that drinking lots of sugar can make you feel full. Carbonation, which can come from soft drinks as well, also makes you feel full. Ravers who become ill frequently keep dancing or remain active, and fail to re-hydrate as they should, in part because they think they’re full. What ends up happening is that their body shuts down due to the lack of fluids, and they collapse.

Are Energy Drinks Addictive?
Since consumption of energy drinks is so prevalent among youth and frequently associated with raves and the nightclub scene, many wonder about their addictive properties. In fact, the only truly addictive part of energy drink ingredients appears to be caffeine. So if you drink enough cans, you may become addicted to caffeine and ultimately suffer from the effects of the addiction.

Energy Drinks, Alcohol & Death
Bars around the world mix vodka with energy drinks, especially Red Bull. This is mixing a depressant (alcohol) with a stimulant (the energy drink). This can have an effect on your heart and claims have been made that this combination has lead to death. As such, some countries in Europe have banned Red Bull and other energy drinks.

Creatine
SoBe is a popular drink. It contains creatine in such minute amounts that it probably doesn’t have any effect. Same with Ginko.

Taurine
The peculiar thing about taurine is that nobody really knows what it does! There is apparently no evidence that it has any major influence but it is possible that it does indeed have some effect on the body which leads to the feeling of having more energy.

Taurine & Caffeine are Key
One must also account for the mixed effects of the different energy drink ingredients. Consider that drinking different types of alcohol during a night of partying can leave you with an awful hangover. (Of course, you could try the anti-hangover pill). In an energy drink such as Guru for example, it is possible that the taurine enhances the effects of caffeine, giving you a slightly larger boost than if you had drank only one of the ingredients. This is just a theory however since it has yet to be scientifically tested.

Vitamins
Some energy drinks offer a variety of vitamins. It’s important to note that your body will take what it needs and pee off the extra vitamins. So this isn’t a major health booster.

Popular Terms
The most popular energy drinks include Red Bull, Monster, XS (get it - excess), Boost, Crunk, Rockstar, Crunk Juice, Full Throttle, Spark, Amp , Rush, SoBe, Pimp Juice, Shark, Piranha, Red Line, Bookoo, Socko, Fuze, Hype, Guru, and Atomic X.

Update
This BrianX Magazine exclusive article was published in 2004 and since then, a lot of email has come in, mostly from parents who were desperate to get information on energy drinks. In most cases, their children were in the hospital or at least at home with severe issues related to energy drinks. Based on these emails, it would appear that the actual number of people suffering from the adverse effects of these drinks is larger than might be gathered from hospital reports.

duh!

2009-06-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

you know i'm busy when i'm not the one updating my blog and when ee lynn has to do it for me. lol.

so yeah, with finals around the corner i have alot on my hands.

like my final transformation model and exams and presentations, sketches, reports and essay not forgetting my log books and my plan drawings.

sleep?

who needs it?

Happeee Tweee Fwensss

2009-06-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

And I'd rather waste time watching Happy Tree Friends than doing my assignments,
then be behind schedule,
and not be able to sleep because I have to rush my assignments the last minute.
=)

^^

2009-06-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

I miss Ee Lynn
^^
and I'm the pig now not Ee Lynn cause she called me 10 times before I could finally wake up.

*OINK OINK*

I'm mean

2009-05-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

cause I scare people with websites of people screaming and an ugly photo of a ghost.

Schnauzer

2009-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

Fuh!

I love schnauzers!

And this girl did a really amazing drawing of it!

^^

By the way,
the pig has not been updating because he's taking
ARCHI-TORTURE
and is busy with all the assignments.
^^

oh yeah,
I LOVE KOREA
=)

up, UP, and away!

2009-05-10T21:44:00.000-07:00

it sucks when you know your 1 week of non contact week break is over :(

back to assignment land with no sleep. :(

no more allie to squeeze, no more rents to do almost everything for you. :(

no more crazy buddies to hang out with almost everyday :(

sigh, the whole one week back in penang was awesome.

know why? because i didnt touch my assignments at all! haha.

and now i'm rushing them.

"good for health" lynn says. :D

one thing tho.

i was looking forward to the trip back because i get to FLY back :D:D:D:D

you might be thinking why the poop i get so hyped up. it's only a flight. it's only 55 mins in the sky, it's only a form of TRANSPORTATION!!

but if you're reading this blog means you know me (because it's private and i invited you to read) and if you know me, that means you know how obsessive i get about flying. :)

so yes, prepare because i'll be like a hyped up little kid talking about the plane trip this whole post.

*i got a picture of my boarding pass, but it's in the camera and guess what? i left the charger and the cable at home. smart right? :D so i can't post it here.

so this is a print screen of my iphone when i switched on the airplane mode. :D

see the little orange plane icon at the top left? cute right?! :P

so i get to use the iphone camera :D:D:D

i'm not surprised, it's only a small airbus with 6 seats in a row.

my seat was 25D. i didn't get the window seat :(

was like one of the 1st to enter the plane so i was seated first. :)

you can tell that 25D is quite far back. haha.

third row from the back if i'm correct.

colourfull ay? :D was using the camera to snap pictures all round! haha.

the guy behind me was looking at me. i bet he was thinking "bloody first timer".

and no! this isn't my first time. (and yet i get so hyped)

our flight got delayed, we were supposed to leave at 2.25pm.

if you noticed that i turned on the flight mode on my iphone at 5.22pm.

we all waited wondering who or what we waiting for!

then the captain of the plane announced that a terrorist suspect was on board and we cant take off!!

i was like WTF?!

HAHA, joking.

it was because a SIA plane was scheduled to go before my plane.

so we had to wait for it to take off then only we can take off.

oh oh!! guess what?! there were NO ONE in my row so OBVIOUSLY i changed my seat to the window seat! :D nyaha!

*the window is scratched so dont blame me because all the pictures are a tad blurry. who cares right!? it's all good to me :P

"ladies and gentlemen, please make sure your to put on your seatbelts and put your seat in an upright position as we are preparing to take off. thank you."

i just love love LOVE take offs. there are no words describing the feeling you get when you take off.

the rush, the adrenaline, the EVERYTHING.

it just doesn't get any better than this.

i was smiling away to my lonesome self the whole time during take off. haha.

what?! can't a kid be happy?!

the funny thing is, i synced 2 movies to watch when i get on the plane.

-slumdog millionair

-the departed

and guess what? i couldn't stop looking out the window and i was like, SCREW THE MOVIES.

plane rides comes first!

i didn't want to miss even a second of everything. like the scenery and all from above is just mind exploding!

well, the rest of the passengers on board were either reading, sleeping or listening to music. they were acting so cool like they've been flying everyday! PFFT!!

look at the clouds! we were just zooming pass them!

as you all know, i was on cloud 9. ahhh... :)

my chain of thoughts got interrupted when the flight attendant offered a drink and SALTED peanuts.

i honestly dont quite get why they print "salted peanuts" on the packet when they don't even salt the peanuts! i swear! there wasn't even a grain of salt on the peanuts!

they might as well just call it "peanuts".

just look at that! the light, glimmering off the surface of the sea and the curves. whoa, if only i brought my DSLR on board and the window isn't scratched, whoo! shot of the year!

"ladies and gentlemen, please take your seats and put on your seat-belts and make sure your chair is in an upright position as we are about to land"

and that was it! we land! it was such a short flight.

not fair! it's like time just zooms pass us when we're enjoying. :( whyyyyyyyyyyyy?!

sigh.

it was quite a bumpy landing i wont lie. maybe the pilot is too old.

MAS, if you are looking for the perfect candidate, you know who to call! *hint hint* :)

so i land at KLIA and went to take my luggage and then i made my way back to cyberia.

i wont lie, it felt quite nice when i got back to my room.

a slight hint of home. the feeling.

greeted my housemates and yes, they were like :O "you cut your hair?!"

oh! that reminds me, while waiting for the lift, i searched my bag for my keys right, then as i was zipping it up, the lift arrived, so the pakistani guy hold the door for me. here's how it went down inside the lift

me: thanks!

pakistani guy: no problem, which floor?

me: 9 please.

pakistani guy: so you just got here?

me: oh no, i just got back from my hometown.

pakistani guy: from CHINA?

me: :O haha. no!

pakistani guy: oh from singapore?

me: LOL! no, penang, in Malaysia. you know?

pakistani guy: OH OH, i know. you go to MMU?

me: no, LUCT. you?

pakistani guy: same! what course you taking?

me: oh, architecture. yourself?

pakistani guy: wow. thats nice. me? err ... I.T.

me: oh cool. ok this is me, nice to meet you. bye.

pakistani: pleasure's mine. bye.

why do people think i'm from CHINA?!

even some locals here thinks i'm from china or singapore.

but i mean CHINA?!

i curse my eyes and my new haircut =.=

i was thinking to myself so much during the trip back, was imagining how cool it was to fly everyday. only if i get my wish that was to be a pilot. sigh. if only..

honestly, i'm quite happy where i am and what i'm studying.

but just hoping to make tons of cash so i can bring my family traveling.

the thought of it just makes me all jumpy :D hehe.

watch out world, andy's coming your way! whoop whoop!!

so that's about it, i'm currently swapping time to do my assignments with blogging. =.=

i better get back to it. i still got 11 sketches to do and to study for b.construction and math.

till next time!

light ON!

2009-05-08T05:49:00.000-07:00

oh PTTF facebook, think we didn't know how you did it?

well, here's how it's done. :P

are we awesome or are we AWESOME?!

just for now.

fine line.

"be a man!"

past.

Till what extent?

thank you.

just do.

come what may.

ouch

Knots

Because that douche bag has no access to the blog here,

like a virgin.

Because I'm awesome like that

appreciated

ignite.

Dear Andy,

Surprise.

last mile.

excuses.

Blogapp?

why.

decide.

empty.

infatuation.

3 little girls

suppose.

what sucks?

come clean.

home

Happy Birthday

ages?

post jitters.

jitters.

rusty.

86 400.

Bang

Sexy?

a farytale cut short.

lomography.

so long, farewell!!

Busy

a trip.

5 minutes gone.

Squish

Funny

OH EM GEE

ring the alarm.

internal bleeding.

malaysian air. *cough*

iCambodia

Boxers

hop on!

hanging in there.

until the fat lady sings.

island in the sun.

made the right choice.

heart vs. brain.

i am not myself these days.

=)

amen.

lets get real hey?

=)

iLife?

Why I have fish memory

blue mornings.

say what?

tell me pretty lies.

HEARYEE HEARYEE!

My two favourite girls

palms up, face down.

snap.

drips.

nothing can be too perfect.

third time's the charm!

this is why i don't get sleep.

Simba

Ugliest Peacock Alive

second change.

holy mom!

so close yet so far.

malaysian air. cough